So I've stolen 2 quotes from 2 different blogs, and I just really wanted to blog about it too. It just really made me think, about how it's all so true, and that sometimes things are just uncontrollable, it's how you want to treat it and the consequences towards it.


"i am a girl who is brave enough to tell a guy i like him, but now is not the moment, it never will be, because he has a girlfriend.  i have to let go, because i hurt any one of the three of us. good bye."

Maybe I'm in the same position as her, but I know the right way to act.

"Liking someone doesn't mean you have to be with him, loving someone doesn't mean you have to own him. Love is just a special way you feel for someone, whom you wish to be happy forever."


AHH . So today is the day of my Chinese Calligraphy contest :O so i'm 1st place in Ontario , and now it's nationals. I'm kinda nervous, cause i actually wanna go to China/HK to compete + shopping and all that , but look at all those Asians who just came from China, there's absolutely no way where i can beat them.  Tomorrow is my Chinese composition contest, also 1st in Ontario. This is just impossible, I probably have more confidence in the calligraphy.  Softball playoffs on saturday ! woooot ! Really excited for that haha . Last day of work today, awesome-nessssss , no more waking up super early and doing nothing hehe.

it's been quite a tiring week, from many many things, enjoyable and frustrating. class at 9 am on saturday, obviously the livest thing ever eh ? ahah but 3 hours on my ass is just a pain in the ass, which i'll be going through tomorrow and every thurs and sat .
so we had a softball game on saturday, pretty awesome haha . and ya my  brother came that day, no comment on that . goodbye netbook .
another softball game on sunday :D pretty intense as well, but i threw the bat ? :S ugh . ugh . that's the worst mistake ever.

ahhhh . summmmer, is going by so fast, not cool .
every day, i just get more and more tired T_T

woooot ! today wasn't bad. even though i had to get up for work and be there at 9, and i was at my friends' house in richmond hill , it was awesome! i actually couldn't stay up yesterday, which was surprising, i was DEAD tired and my friend kinda made me sign off anyways. but ya work was pretty awesome, it always is haha . i forgot my racket , cause i wasn't home and ya i had my netbook though so i was surfing all day , well at liek 2 ish i went to shower there LOL i was scared .. that the curtain would open , or someone would open it by accident ahha . but pretttty coool .  then i had practice :D it was so friggen sunny and hot lol but yaa got wayy better. and omg i batted today, a hell lot better than normal , made me so happy but i can always do better, or hopefully harhar .

class tomorrow at 9, ugh, waking up early again. then i guess going for food hehe , but uh ya my brother's coming back tomorrow, exciting ? ha. also, there's a game tomorrow ! i hope i can go, but then i also hope i can go to the concert, but i doubt it . especially cause mom sprained her ankle hmph .

it's been more than two weeks i think :D doesn't matter, it just makes me happy that there might be an end , finally !

sooo i didn't sleep AT ALL .. yesterday ?  cause my mom was on the hong kong phone .. ALL NIGHT LONG ! >:(
she talked soo effin loud too eh >: ( then i had to do the exam thing .. and then 3 hours of class .. and writing and stuff , my arms were hurting like mad.
so then after that, SOFTBALL GAME <3 yaaa . hmm i didn't do well , but i never do right ? haha . running was horrible though =(

and yaa it's been a while, but yaa i went to scac today ! there was no one .. no one except older people haha .. cause they have their softball games too at that time . so yaa i ended up playing badminton for hours , it was liek tiring as hell . NONSTOP playing .. only like 2 water breaks for liek a minute each . my arms and legs are still in pain :S i couldn't even walk in a straight line haha .

today was a long and tiring day .
class started at 9 , yaa at 9 AM . all the way in richmond hill, and i also had to bus there . i nearly fell asleeeep . the stupid class was for like 3 hours .. and i don't know why i'm in it .. since i'm not even in grade 12 *sigh*

thenn connnie came over and played tennis,snooker,ping pong LOL i swear we talked more than playing, but we majorly fail at tennis HAHA . those people kept staring at us .. probably like why are these losers here , I WANT THE COURT . but obviously, even though we were dead tired .. we didn't give them our court hehe .

ohmayn, schooooooooool is on the way . THE WAY <3 yaa the way LOL .

kay so vivien's been telling me ALL about her church friends :)
and today we finally talk in a msn convo together. and wow , one of them, amber, went to kindergarten with me !
haha . she remembers me , cause apparently i look somewhat the same xD 
and so then i asked my mom, if i know an amber .. she's like yaa she's a year older .. taiwanese .. and last name is kuo .
i'm liek NO EFFIN WAY AHAH .
yaa it's soo weird x)
and now i know vivien HAHA .
what a small world eh .
then we also know teresa kong :O 

just WOW .

so i guess i'm working soon . they called for next week .
and my mom has decided to stuff me with courses to take, so i'm probably taking data management .. or iunno ..from friggen 9-12 .. and it's at RICHMOND HILL. so damn far . how early do i have to wake up >.>

hmmm i feel like i'm wasting my summer .
maybe i'll start studying for S.A.T. ... or maybe not harhar .
i don't even know what subjects i wanna take and stuff .

sigh . another rainy day . i've kept count, every time there's practice ( tuesday , friday , and sundays ) there HAS to be some sorta rain thing, either lightning or thunderstorm, or just plain pouring .

well so after i found out practice was cancelled, i decided to play soccer, cause it wasn't raining yet . and then all of a sudden , we heard / saw lightning , and then BAM , started pouring like no tomorrow . hmph . soaked like a wet puppy now :(  from head to toe, don't thikn i've ever been this soaked before .

yaa well before that, i went to play pool and ktv, awesomely fun hehe . with my gang <3

today is definitely the worst day this week .
so like we got viet food, and there were mint leaves in the spring rolls .. and yaa i didn't know ;S

erm yaa . didn't do that much today, mall again .
tomorrow, work ? not sure, they still haven't called to remind me yet >.> but then i have practice :D which is always fun hehe ~