Haha this is the first post of the year! I haven't blogged in so long, somewhat busy year, I mean it is grade 12, although I'm not taking it that seriously. First semester has gone by pretty well I guess, except for chemistry which made me change my career plan :( I guess I can say I've accomplished a lot :P new friends and improvements and stuffs.

I just applied for uni recently, gotta wait for their email/mail and then start on my supplementary essays, which will definitely be a hassle. Exams starting soon, 24, 25, 27 of this month, then no more English and chemistry...well no more English FOREVER hehe. This year has been kinda weird so far. Been to the airport loads of times, gramps had to go to the hospital, eye infection, bro had to go to the hospital for possible eye surgery checkup, my stomach, and something special that happened, which I treated horribly. I was really shocked to be asked, I didn't see it coming because of several reasons, my best friend and this other person. I wish I was acting smarter and now this wouldn't have happen, it's bothering me so much. Please talk to me:(

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a d i l ... says (1:09 AM):
lol
is this someone special
@soookey says (1:09 AM):
LOL . if it was .. i would probably not say that
a d i l ... says (1:10 AM):
good :)
i woulda beat his ass


HAHA love you adil <3

So I've stolen 2 quotes from 2 different blogs, and I just really wanted to blog about it too. It just really made me think, about how it's all so true, and that sometimes things are just uncontrollable, it's how you want to treat it and the consequences towards it.


"i am a girl who is brave enough to tell a guy i like him, but now is not the moment, it never will be, because he has a girlfriend.  i have to let go, because i don't want to hurt any one of the three of us. good bye."

Maybe I'm in the same position as her, but I know the right way to act.

"Liking someone doesn't mean you have to be with him, loving someone doesn't mean you have to own him. Love is just a special way you feel for someone, whom you wish to be happy forever."


AHH . So today is the day of my Chinese Calligraphy contest :O so i'm 1st place in Ontario , and now it's nationals. I'm kinda nervous, cause i actually wanna go to China/HK to compete + shopping and all that , but look at all those Asians who just came from China, there's absolutely no way where i can beat them.  Tomorrow is my Chinese composition contest, also 1st in Ontario. This is just impossible, I probably have more confidence in the calligraphy.  Softball playoffs on saturday ! woooot ! Really excited for that haha . Last day of work today, awesome-nessssss , no more waking up super early and doing nothing hehe.

it's been more than two weeks i think :D doesn't matter, it just makes me happy that there might be an end , finally !

kay so vivien's been telling me ALL about her church friends :)
and today we finally talk in a msn convo together. and wow , one of them, amber, went to kindergarten with me !
haha . she remembers me , cause apparently i look somewhat the same xD 
and so then i asked my mom, if i know an amber .. she's like yaa she's a year older .. taiwanese .. and last name is kuo .
i'm liek NO EFFIN WAY AHAH .
yaa it's soo weird x)
and now i know vivien HAHA .
what a small world eh .
then we also know teresa kong :O 

just WOW .

so i guess i'm working soon . they called for next week .
and my mom has decided to stuff me with courses to take, so i'm probably taking data management .. or iunno ..from friggen 9-12 .. and it's at RICHMOND HILL. so damn far . how early do i have to wake up >.>

hmmm i feel like i'm wasting my summer .
maybe i'll start studying for S.A.T. ... or maybe not harhar .
i don't even know what subjects i wanna take and stuff .

today is definitely the worst day this week .
so like we got viet food, and there were mint leaves in the spring rolls .. and yaa i didn't know ;S

erm yaa . didn't do that much today, mall again .
tomorrow, work ? not sure, they still haven't called to remind me yet >.> but then i have practice :D which is always fun hehe ~

moms, moms, moms . what more can they do besides talk on the phone for hours with their loud voices hmm ? 
haha .
so she was on the phone with like her friend.
talking and talking, then talked about my bro .  about how he broke his finger, then i was like ya he's such a loser, if he can't play ball then don't play LOL which is true, then she's like he has to, because girls prefer athletic guys .
so then like they ask me, DO YOU PREFER ATHLETIC GUYS, NERDY GUYS, OR QUIET ONES ..
i was liek uhh wth  LOL .
but yaa they knew my choice..obviously haha . then MY mom goes on .. with a load of crap, pretty much describing liek ONE PERSON .. one of my friends. and i was like like fan say ngoh la .

so like it's been a week since i saw justin, can't find his # , but luckily he has mine so he called :D
this is how it went :

justin: hey why haven't you called yet hm ?
suki: well maybe cause i don't know where yur number is haha
justin: serious ? i gave it to you, you don't know where yet ?
suki: i looked in the hat and cds and stuff , and my bag too but no clue
justin: it's in yur phone dumdum LOOL .
suki: NO WAY *checks phone* OH DAMN IT IS .

^ ya i'm kinda retarded, but i'm not gunna be using that phone until school probably, since iphone and vp err , can't trust my school haha .